Tuesday, August 31, 2010

You missed is the pure sincere teeth


Life is the way some things he can not control, some things even matter how hard you would not be the result.

And we are a group of arrogant, rigid, much ado about nothing people. "Unwilling" occupied but nothing in return to pay our endless fatigue of the heart. "Work hard on, perhaps a little longer to be able to achieve." Themselves continue to find a variety of reasons, to rebuild from the spirit, and in return was a second contusion. Can not help feeling that this world is a matter of human reach.

Lofty actually in love on our humble lowered his head, while others have no value to our humble, humble to the soil until we re-sprout new life.

Pain subsided a layer that is not their own, but is the most true own Nenpi, bloody gorgeous we put on the cloak of something to continue with a smile, lofty, camouflage with fragile self.

Those who ignore our people, ah, you missed your most valuable things in life, it is the pure sincere!

Monday, August 30, 2010

My childhood, Insects in Flight


In the hearing , " Chong Erfei " version of the Chorus Choirs , and calling out really Insects .

A man , a dark night , think of a lot.

What a wonderful Boys , how really good childhood .

Mom said I do not ingenuity along the way , Aunt , I love a hand of a child . I immediately nodded , yes ah, uncle taught it is , we do together a lot of dolls !

I can refute my mother , " I just remember a child who compiled a mouse with a handkerchief, not Oh ! "

I think of it, I really do not compile mice . Who taught any number of times , still does not .

My cousin dancing to six test . Looking at her lower back , cheating on , I am reminded of my childhood favorites are also these . Practicing these years, hundreds of times . But then did not practice , and bones naturally hard , and they have to die .

I asked my mother , why then did I learn and dance . She said that we will not let you learn what it is you afraid of the pain , refused to learn , girls learn how to dance , of course Well, how will we stop .

I said , really? I do not remember how . My mother said , you do not remember things or causing .

Always listen to other people curse a child saying that " bamboo shoots ", and I very much doubt, is to eat bamboo shoots, ah , how to himself? The bamboo shoots and the people have a relationship?

This simmer in my mind Bie for many years. Until they grow up one day, I suddenly enlightened , bamboo shoots and our original dialect that is related to sound like " bamboo "is actually an insult.

Friday, August 27, 2010

What there is love enough ?

See today , " Du Lala Getting Promoted " TV series has an impressive lines , Story of Du Lala asked Vivian , " there is love enough for it? " Vivian asked Lara , " do you think? at least work , love, family To me , I think there will be more fulfilling work , even if sometimes lonely . "

The second question Lara counterparts in Japan, Shizuoka sick girl , " there is love enough for it? " the other replied , "Yes, there is love will learn tolerance and forgiveness . "

The third time , after being deceived painful Lara asked Wang Wei , " there is love enough for it? " Wang Wei said, " there is love enough, because the world is not like you think that simple , but we can at least control their own Heart . "

The last time , pulling on Wang Wei said, "There is enough of your love . "

The world , some things really have enough love What ? I asked everyone . At least I do not think , watching TV , when movies always feel so good that he sometimes can be a writer , the actors according to their own emotional expression , and thus would love resented so thoroughly . Back to reality , I can not face a struggle in the side of those beyond the simple things of love and not love , I hate them , but also the role of drama disguised as one . Dura opened two days in addition to the two who came in her head , if I do change I would do , because the play emphasize the moral bottom line DB , honesty and hard work , which mostly come from behind Lara challenge the authority after being disturbed .

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Thinking walking breathing

Walk
We can control and can control
Can control the running or stopped walking , routes , destinations by our own decisions
And must decide
We are blind , elegant , or mechanical action constitutes a representation of our existence
These specific actions are determined by our consciousness
No so-called reluctant reluctantly

Think
We can not control but can control
The ideology of nothingness which we can to stop things
But to control the thinking of the subject or scope of
We can find a reason to act
But often there is no reason to think
Perhaps you will often say what I can not decide what they want
But his thoughts often come out so casual haunt each of my nerve endings

Breathing
If there is one thing we can not control can not be controlled
That breathing
We come to this world, breathing is the first thing to do is to leave the time to do the last thing ,
Unconscious is not restricted
You can go to try to hold your breath you can to stop it but in the end you still breathing
A kind of instinct of life should be like a heartbeat pulse had the same breath as a passive, not to control the behavior of

I would like to think of life only a walk is not breathing suddenly feel sad ,


Forget the hard journey, walking
I think until that can occupy all thinking of you
Breathe every breath becomes real and concrete

Monday, August 23, 2010

Swinging swinging ,


So hot weather , that cold also outdated.

However, the temperature of air on the show only a dozen , and I am really cold , ah ! !

Legend of indoor and outdoor temperature difference of five degrees is desirable, it is also this difference too .

Or bubble tea to drink, and there are clear what the functions of stomach .

But feel like a cold , a little sad ......

Much ado about nothing, and Italian love

       To the right to drive their own heart was the saints, to the right heart were driving someone else is worthy.

       Men are not saints, and no one can escape the mundane difficulties of space.

      So, no great pains to do Yin affairs of the need for the person complaining that they are not saints.

     Shelter keep Going hit everything is deterministic, one day, we are all to ashes in the ... ...
      The world did not we think of it more simple and beautiful, more full of crazy and exciting, more so that we unpredictable, so that those who behaved more and more alarmed and disturbed people, more so that we not the way forward and power, more and more that are not even their own, so that the suffering and the poor ... ... Perhaps one day consider the planet in the end that is suitable to us? !
      The world did not we think of it more simple and beautiful, more full of crazy and exciting, more so that we unpredictable, so that those who behaved more and more alarmed and disturbed people, more so that we not the way forward and power, more and more that are not even their own, so that the suffering and the poor ... ... Perhaps one day consider the planet in the end that is suitable to us? !

       I always dream, what dreams are made. Dreams and Outside I deeply appreciate the reality and fantasy in cruising in the helplessness, pain and confusion ... ... Hunhunee struggle between the chaos and sober, reluctant to discard the good dreams too afraid to face the cruel reality in I so stubbornly cling to dream a dream made outside the residual phrase, it does not guard the integrity of this short little happiness.

      I am always in pursuit of the exact answer to a question: in the end we came to this world is for what? Is small to large, to the old only law-abiding experience such a process? Or may not have the back of human skin to human suffering involved, experience the friendly faces? In the final analysis, affect the entire human race is just a "feeling" word, family, friendship and love to the relationship between people become full of vitality, humanity will have a "love" thread. Far the most mysterious of love, it is full of tempting fruit, and no one wanted to try it. Have not tasted the taste of all full of expectations and taste mouth all know that it just does not show in a bitter fruit to eat, even if it was or was willing to swallow ... ...
       I always dream, what dreams are made. Dreams and Outside I deeply appreciate the reality and fantasy in cruising in the helplessness, pain and confusion ... ... Hunhunee struggle between the chaos and sober, reluctant to discard the good dreams too afraid to face the cruel reality in I so stubbornly cling to dream a dream made outside the residual phrase, it does not guard the integrity of this short little happiness.

       I am always in pursuit of the exact answer to a question: in the end we came to this world is for what? Is small to large, to the old only law-abiding experience such a process? Or may not have the back of human skin to human suffering involved, experience the friendly faces? In the final analysis, affect the entire human race is just a "feeling" word, family, friendship and love to the relationship between people become full of vitality, humanity will have a "love" thread. Far the most mysterious of love, it is full of tempting fruit, and no one wanted to try it. Have not tasted the taste of all full of expectations and taste mouth all know that it just does not show in a bitter fruit to eat, even if it was or was willing to swallow ... ...

Friday, August 20, 2010

By "Poetry "Revival ( sequence)



◆ aphasia
    
Suddenly , she felt like a clown
Hypocritical , selfish , posturing
To modify a facade Poetry
Woke all the sleeping verbs, adjectives
Allusions in the left image on the right, the phrase
Stand in a square, they naturally came arrowheads with
Pierce my soul, the pupil in
Showing all my ugly
        
A long time, heart claustrophobic in the darkroom
Enchanting only in the dark , demonstrates again and again
I think of the fall of roof
The fireflies , imagine birds
Flying in the fall with a nagging , driving
A second branch of aphasia
     
◆ Lost
         
I've always believed in August , I was
The people closest to poetry . See
I am so pious , and always maintain
Gesture of humility to worship the amount of generation of hand
Wait a poem coming true
     
Gu Cheng and poetry , have sleep
Rilke , Eliot , the poetic spirit of God entrusted to the
In a square , I saw the gang
They are pointing a myna , it 's sounds
How wonderful , they said, it sounds even
Surpass the Nightingale 's gorgeous . I was sober
It is clearly seen only Foal Eagle , a loss of
Home of the Kitty Hawk , fear, uncertainty
It lost his way home . I started
Worry about its fate , I know
It is also a long time wandering ... ...
     
◆ anatomy
         
If you can not stop the crowd 's lie
If , in your arms the knife sharp enough
Please pre-dawn , gently
Gently , and cut open my heart -
                       
Requests the removal of my gallbladder piece with images
Pile up stones , heart crease Department
Please help me scrape those false cocoon
They blocked the blood vessels, blocking the nutrients
Absorption, so I often fall into vertigo
With pale to explain the oxygen


Fall from the summer came , and then went to spring from the winter
Cried all the way , crawl all the way
Dose of a lot of poison , nerve vulnerable
In the surprise of the cramps in the fission
  
◆ Dawn
         
Tonight , when the soul of cross-examination passion
My spine , in the rattle of
Trying to salvage a mood , see-saw breathing
  
Good morning to say when and said what the final
Good night, return to the initial form to a dream
On those terms , I'm sorry
I have been unable to redeem
        
Before dawn , I fought the last
Strength , on the dawn of the moment Fuzhi
See , my way home !

Thursday, August 19, 2010

To you in my memory , no more than that !

If you can escape it properly? I am tired ! I like the same time swinging gyro rotation , under pressure and noisy ! Stop it? Not! Today, students and grew up with sisters came to me and I said to them , " I really envy people who live a normal life ! " Yes, I envy them, I always want me to face the always escape ! But I can not! I know I can not ! I still smile if nothing had happened , but something that can not bring my mother had choked on a word , phrase not a sentence ! I know a lot of things will follow the time to survive , as long as I'm not so go the ! So let me be a heartless creature, who lives it, so it will not upset the heartache it! After such a turn , has already lost all the good far ........

I know a lot of things are in development by its trajectory , but still confused ! What next ? Did not dare to predict ! I hope I can still , as always, our complete ! Many images have been found to remain in the mind ! That afternoon , I am on the pharmacy window , pretending nothing had happened to ask my father , " you do not intend to tell me my mother ? "he looked at me and said, "Tell you what? " I turned around and smiled , "They Have told me ! "He looked at my face asked me " Who are they ? tell you what? " and then the doctor told him, blocking my questioning . The way back to the ward we walked side by side , " I know it! " Then I looked to one side looked up and want to go back tears Bie , inhibition or down several times , I conveniently erase , calm smile ! Dad patted my shoulder and said , "This thing has me Dan Zhao like as long as you give your mother a happy live each day ! " just too hot not stop the tears , rubbing his cheek on my hand after another , throat, unable to pronounce the sound correctly . " ah ? you have any ideas? "He see I do not bow to ask me to speak . I only nodded , he said, " This thing do not let your mother know! " I can only say "I know ! "Go to the ward, I heal themselves, dry their tears , the father said , "You go first , my There are doctors discuss some things! "I said " ah " into the room when I have returned to normal like it! And they laughed and said , " My dad asked me to help him do something ! I just came downstairs and saw the vendor was a .........."

They said I always was not rash look like, they said I was very thoughtful ! They say I do not care ! They are also just that they do not know my pain , my sadness , my disguise ! Leaning on her sister's shoulder sad tears , after we linked the fate of the sister , we are indifferent ! But we will work hard , only now to any of our life! Shoulder to rely on you , please do not be sad ........

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Crystal small little good good bounce wiped ~ ~ ~


Britain has been like this country, especially in London, pregnant with many cultural cities in England, unpredictable weather, a London landmark features, moist air, some of foggy weather, the mood in this city was able to become clear, is the Wet your heart, and now this season, really rare azure London weather Oh, people long for a better.

Beijing today, a very happy under the rain, the sky was blue, to get fresh air and small is very good also praise God praise Oh, feel the wind of the season is special, if the yellow sand in Beijing, even if the ,wind and spring, autumn, are small good like, kind of brushed face feel like a long absence, the kisses.

Often imagine this scene, in a foreign land, sky blue, the wind hit, flowers everywhere, wooden Yiran, streams murmur, he and I spent some time together this morning, kiss his face up and said good morning, draw the curtains is the first layer of moderate sunshine, to make his breakfast, a fried egg, a few slices of bacon, just-baked bread, fresh fruit juice, but also the flow of hot butter oil floating aroma, sit down before he would kiss my face, I smiled at him with both hands holding face, tasting the first bite, delicious to me nodded and said, gently squeeze my face, and then together they rode a bike, blowing cool air, while laugh and buy food and see the lovely fruit, fresh vegetables, but also pictures of pictures, done with lunch at noon, cooking, he suddenly hugged me from behind the waist, in my left ear love me He also revealed on the one hand, as I did dishes, sitting in the garden lunch, the afternoon will go around the store shopping, in cozy coffee shop to drink coffee, know one or two friends, holding hands in a shuttle street, he would record the beautiful moments I will keep our happy smiling faces, the evening will be sitting by the river watching the sunset to take care of some of the city, especially on dark, night lights, is the city's most beautiful moment We will, like those lovers, kissing in the garden, in the street next to the embrace, embracing the river sitting in the back huts, embracing the sleep.

This beautiful, little good is probably a very beautiful dream, and perhaps also the mind would have for every girl dreams of blooming season is often a lonely heart wants us to want to embrace some of Love, the world is so big, But two people who love each other, but often so always encounter, the world is always so small, clearly can love two people, but often around the hobbled, Beijing's rain, is not to love those who have not their hearts of love sprout it.

Let us take advantage of this scent the air of the season, began to chase love, to love starting, do not hesitate to happiness is very busy, oh ~ ~ ~